Maryknoll Lay Missioners

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In addition to my parish work, I’ve been doing some prison visits as well.  My fellow Maryknoll-missioner Heidi has been working for the Pastoral Carcerária (prison ministry of the Catholic Church) here for 15 years, focusing mostly with women in prison and human rights.  Through Heidi I got connected with the Pastoral, attended a training, and began visiting three different prisons.

 

Earlier last year I had visited two women’s prisons with other missioners (once for a mass and once for a health class), but on those occasions I didn’t get a chance to visit the areas where the prisoners live.  When I went to a men’s prison with a team from the Pastoral for the first time,  I was completely taken aback when I entered the cell block.  I had seen the film Carandiru (about the 1992 prison revolt and massacre) and thought that the depictions of overcrowding, freedom with the cells and cell-block, decorations, and hanging laundry were a thing of the past.  I could not have been more profoundly wrong.  As we entered the cell-block, I felt like I was walking into a scene from Carandiru.

 

We entered a court-yard full of men who were just sitting around, with maybe a few playing soccer.  The courtyard was surrounded by two levels of cells, with towels and laundry hanging everywhere.   The cell we visited had eight bunks, but a prisoner told me that 20 men sleep in that cell at night.  The longer you’re there, the better chance you have of eventually moving up to a mattress.  Another prison I visit is CDP Belém, which is even more crowded.  One unit of the prison was designed for about 750 men, but holds almost 2,000.  The cells there have six bunks, and 30 men sleep in each one. (Check out these photos comparing the size and type of cells in Germany to the ones in Brazil).  At Belém I was very impressed with the soccer goals the men had constructed using string and plastic bottles!

 

“CDP” indicates “provisional,” meaning the men are there awaiting trial (the majority of men I met were in for drug offenses).  But because of nation-wide overcrowding, even those who have been sentenced can remain in a CDP long after they should.  A major downside to remaining there is that unless they’ve progressed to the point where they’re allowed to work (in the prison or out in the community), there is absolutely nothing for them to do all day.  One group of men showed me the paper swans they were making — simply to occupy their hands and minds, they said.

 

Each time I’ve visited a prison, it’s been a different experience.  One team I went with provided a charismatic prayer service and then spoke briefly with the prisoners before heading out.  Another team spoke with the prisoners first, took notes on questions they had about their judicial processes, and then offered a simple prayer service for All Souls Day.  Before we left the prison, we visited with the lawyers to follow up on the prisoners’ concerns and questions.  Another day, I was with a Franciscan priest who wanted to learn more about the prison and different ways that he and others could help out.  So we chatted with an administrator (who was great about helping me understand some differences between U.S. prisons/justice system and what we have here in Brazil) and he gave us a tour of the garden maintained by the prisoners in the semi-open unit.

 

I’ll write more about prison visits in a future post.  For now, it’s been good to get started in this ministry and begin to discover the meaning of Matthew 25:37  “I was in prison, and you visited me.”

 

It’s a sunny Sunday afternoon in Mombasa.  The birds are chirping and all seems to be at peace.  I’m savoring the moment.  The challenges are still there, but I am grateful for a day of rest and the shift within that feels more calm.

 

Yesterday I ventured out with a ECHO volunteer who’s here for 5 months to help the HIV+ people I work with to use better agricultural practices to improve their nutrition, their environment, & their income.  All things which I’m excited about and which take me back to my roots in Iowa.  I’m trying to soak up everything I can and feeling like a 4-H’er again.  She’s come over a few times to help me in my little garden, but yesterday I went to help with the clinic shamba (field).  The sun was hot but the work both interesting and cathartic – throwing the jembe (hoe) over my head and back down to pull up the grasses and soften the soil in new raised beds.

 

The garden project was started a few months ago and has been successful in producing the greens from cow peas several times over – which have been sold locally – other leafy greens, onions, tomatoes and the carrot tops are now looking good.  A cow is providing milk daily and her young calf grazes and fertilizes the soil.  It will be an interesting project to watch grow and one I hope to contribute to as time allows.  I’ve been composting in my own little garden for 2 years now and have patches of good earth.  My addition to their training this week was samples of fresh compost vs the rocky stuff I started with – and a photo documentary of how to compost with kitchen scraps.

 

From the shamba, I went to my office (with a quick costume change and rinsing the dirt off my hands and feet – waa-la! – new person) to be with my students for an afternoon of tutoring.  I hadn’t told many that I was coming so I was surprised and delighted that 10 students came.  We did quadratic equations, statistics, logarithms and indices – including things I don’t remember from my own high school experience.  Working with some students is a delight, helping them to make a connection they didn’t see before or watching a light bulb go on.  With others, I see how far behind they are and realize that academic success may be out of reach.

 

In trying to help these students, I struggle with my own ambition, wanting change that might not be realistic and realizing so much is out of my control.  It is at this moment when I am reminded my work is not just mine, but of many and hopefully, the work of the God I try to serve.  My faith is challenged and stretched and helps me to return to my roots.

 

A prayer I will be praying with my co-missioner, Judy, later today, starts with the words,

Firmly rooted in the center of my being,

listening,

and opening to the touch of your Spirit …

Grateful for my roots deep in the soil of Iowa and in my faith in a God of love,

Mary

 

This morning I awoke with my heart beating faster. Today, Monday, January 23rd, is the day that it will be announced whether 6 men will be tried at the International Criminal Court in the Netherlands for crimes against humanity for inciting and organizing violence after the Kenyan Presidential elections. The next elections are coming up and two of these men are vying for President. No kidding.

It will be announced at 1:30 pm. I’ll be at the Community Based Health Care center in Mikindani, a few kilometers outside the island of Mombasa, with my Kenyan colleagues.

This month starts my 3rd year in Kenya. Time does fly. In midst of the challenges and details of life, I still am charmed by cultural differences and learning anew about life in a different country. Last week I was greeted in English within a few minutes by two different people: “Good morning to you.” The addition of two more words of ‘to you’ seemed so much more personal. Is it from British influence or translation from a mother tongue or just evolution of language over time? Swahili greetings here in Mombasa vary -

Salama (peace),
Jambo! (hello, usually from strangers, perhaps envisioning me as a tourist),
Habari ya asubuhi? (how’s the morning?),
Umeamkaje? (How’d you wake up?),
Habari yako? (How are you?), and
Habari ya mwaka mpya? (How’s the new year? … used if you haven’t yet met since 2011)

The crows are squawking, the chickens clucking, little birds tweeting & the street traffic humming away outside are reminders it’s time to start the day. Good morning to each of you.

May there be peace on earth. And justice for the people of Kenya. Please pray for an end to violence.

 

Hope stands.

Hi. It’s a warm December evening in Mombasa and I’m enjoying our newly-hung Christmas lights and Christmas carols being sung by the voices inside my computer.  We are now entering the last week of advent.  Someone told me yesterday that it’s like the final stretch of a horse race when everyone is on their feet with excitement. I must say this year I feel more like I’m one of the horses trying to make it to the finish line.  My ministry is supporting the education of children who have been orphaned by AIDS.  The school year starts again on January 3rd.  The holiday season has become mixed with buying pencils, pens, notebooks, erasers, and balancing my 2011 budget so that I can pay 2012 school fees in time for the high school students to take their post-holiday exams  on the 4th.

 

On Friday I toured the Kenya Port – the gateway of goods to East Africa – with some of my students. I was most amazed not by the tons of goods, types of ships, 2400 cars per ship, etc, but by my students. We have been accompanying a group of 18 in career counseling for the past four months. I struggle to know how best to help them, but this is one new mechanism we’ve tried. If only we could translate their intelligent questions into an education system that honors differences in learning styles, their self-reflection into skills that help them succeed academically, their hopes into an economy that offers opportunities for young people without connections or top notch grades.

 

Since the tour ended earlier than expected, we managed to fit in a trip to Fort Jesus, a testament to the 16th century Portuguese presence and power in Mombasa. On it, the students found the painting above.  It’s messages are hopeful ones for a chronic disease like HIV.  Hope is vital.

 

This weekend I have been reminded to set aside my expectations of how many Christmas cookies I can bake and be present to the coming of God in our midst.  This time of advent is to be a time of waiting in hope for Christmas – for a new beginning in the new year – for new life to be born again within us – to believe in not only possibilities but also in miracles.

 

When a Maryknoller finishes language school in their placement country, the next task is to find a ministry.  The experienced missioners in country help out — setting up meetings, coming up with ideas — but the new missioner can also find their own contacts.  I had let the Maryknoll Brazil group know that I was interested in pastoral ministry, and that I liked the idea of a parish setting as well as prison ministry.  It was through one of our Maryknoll sisters that I become connected with Sta. Terezinha.

 

1st planning meeting - somehow I don't look as stressed as I felt!

When I first got involved with the parish a few months ago, I realized that the pastor was announcing to the parish that I was starting a program to train catechists.  This caused me no small amount of panic because a) despite over a decade of ministry in the church, I don’t have any experience with parish catechesis (I was never even a CCD teacher), b) I have no experience training catechists and don’t know anything about teaching children, and c) my Portuguese needs quite a bit of work!  I expressed my concerns to the pastor, and he said, “Don’t worry, you have all month to learn Portuguese!”  Great.  My sympathy for Moses and Jeremiah — when they protested to God that they didn’t have the skills or experience to do what he asked — increased greatly.

 

Our first planning meeting with the catechists felt to me like a disaster!  There were about 15 people there, all talking very fast and all at the same time, and all complaining about the state of catechesis in the parish (lack of resources and unsupportive parents, and who knows what else I missed because of the language!).  And the pastor announced that I would begin the course for catechists the next week.  Ack!  Fortunately, it’s only gotten better since then.  I formed a leadership team with a group of experienced catechists and they’ve been a great source of ideas and advice.

Catechists' Formation Program

 

An initial group of about 20 has now stabilized at around 12 people, and I’ve been surprised at how much I’m enjoying myself. I’ve picked up a few popular education techniques from colleagues and am using various dynamics and group work rather than just lecturing.  I’m getting good feedback — the catechists (to-be) say that they enjoy the course and the more dynamic way of learning.  And when I said at the last meeting that we don’t have an encontro next week, there were some real expressions of disappointment in the room!  What a relief.  I’ve still got a ways to go and lots to learn, but now I’m looking forward to it rather than dreading it.  Graças a Deus!

 

Happy Thanksgiving!

 

It’s an early morning and the neighbor’s rooster is crowing. Today is a day to count your blessings and I’m not sure that this rooster is one of mine. Blessing has taken new meaning for me here in Kenya and is one of the reminders of how my journey continues to call me to deeper faith in the One from whom all blessings flow.

 

Blessing can seem to be ubiquitous here. I learned the word Baraka as part of the first Swahili proverbs I was taught. Haraka haraka haina baraka. There is no blessing in rushing. I was then taught the common saying – Ubarikiwe - May you be blessed.  In the traditional Swahili culture, younger people are to ask for a blessing from an elder, saying Shikamoo, with the elder responding, Marahaba, a practice still prevalent in the coastal area where I work. But it took me some good amount of time for all the blessing around me to soak in.

 

Children are a blessing. Visitors are a blessing. Rain is a blessing.

 

I’m slowly learning not to refuse blessings.  Sometimes the gratitude of others I work with or am able to assist spills forth as a blessing on me.  I want to say, “It’s part of my job.” or “It’s no big deal.”  I try to cover my embarrassment by responding that God has already blessed me.  And the response is another blessing.  I was blessed last week by a Hindu restaurant owner who asked me what I was doing. I have been blessed by mothers, widows, grandparents, community health workers, and even practical strangers I meet. I hope to be more gracious in receiving these blessings and more generous in my blessings of others.

 

Today is Thanksgiving. The other blessings, not of words, but of those that I hold within, make me teary-eyed as I remember them today, not from sadness, but gratitude.  My family, friends, moments of connection with others, being in mission, these children I try to serve, the beauty of creation around me, the faith I have been given.  I have so much to be grateful for.

 

Including the children, visitors and rain.

 

May you be blessed and may you have the grace to receive the blessings you are given.
Mary

 

São Joaquim community - Parish of Sta. Terezinha

When I moved to Brasilândia, I began working with the parish of Santa Terezinha.  Like most parishes on the periphery of the city, it’s made up of several worshiping communities, each with its own chapel.  The church of Santa Terezinha is the seat of the parish, and the largest of the communities.  Nossa Senhora de Lourdes is nearby and hosts an animated congregation.  The three smaller communities, São Joaquim, Santo Eugênio, and São José, are in the poorest areas of the neighborhood — with São José located in a hillside favela.  Check out the parish blog here.

 

Many residents of Brasilândia are migrants from the Northeast of Brazil — an area with its own rich culture and traditions (and historically one of the poorer areas of the country).  One of my first Sundays with the parish, we had a “Missa Nordestina” — Northeastern Mass — celebrating the culture of our migrant families.  For the offertory procession, people carried/danced with various symbols of the Northeast.  I was only able to capture the first minute on video, check it out here:  Missa Nordestina

 

Not every community in the parish has mass every Sunday.  Eucharistic celebrations are led by trained lay ministers and the parish’s deacon.  This is partly due to the fact that there’s only one priest per parish in Brasilândia, but also because for a long time in Brazil there was a movement to increase and promote lay leadership.  In the past, lay leaders performed almost all baptisms and witnessed weddings as well.

 

The pastor of our parish, Padre Valdiran, initially asked me to get a Confirmation program going for the parish’s youth — but that’s morphed into creating a formation course for people wanting to serve as catechists and well as organizing the entire catechesis program for the parish!  Right now only a few of the communities have any catechesis offered, and there’s no preparation for Confirmation whatsoever.

 

The parishioners have been very welcoming — during my first month in the parish, I lost track of how many different times I was presented to various communities.  Each time, the congregation sang a song of welcome.  Everyone’s been patient with my Portuguese, and many folks love to try out their few phrases in English on me.  I’ve been to a few parishioners’ homes for meals, and meals at the parish house (often cooked by Valdiran himself) are fun and full of good conversation.

 
Brasilândia

Neighborhood in Brasilândia

The other night, a friend in the States asked me, “So when you say you’re living on the periphery, what does that mean?” It’s a good question — the “periphery” of São Paulo actually refers to a rather large area which makes up the perimeter of the city. It’s the neighborhoods at the extremes of the city — but still part of the city proper. About three months ago I moved to Brasilândia, which is situated on the hills that lie to the north of the center.

 

The periphery also carries connotations of being “peripheral” – inconsequential, marginal, not central. According to Brazilians I’ve spoken with, there exists among some Paulistanos (people from São Paulo) this attitude toward the periphery — that the people who live here are not important, that there is no cultural life. The metro does not reach most areas of the periphery. Poverty is widespread, and there are many favelas (favelas also exist in pockets in many areas of the city).

 

The streets here are narrow, and the buses wind through roads full of traffic and people. To get here from the center of the city, I take a bus from the end of the metro red line (Barra Funda). The bus takes 45 minutes if traffic isn’t heavy.

 

Several people I’ve met here have asked me, “What brought you to this ugly place?” And in truth, Brasilândia is not pretty. There is trash in the streets, graffiti on the buildings, drug traffickers hanging around on the corners, and concrete everywhere.

 

Nevertheless, I’m beginning to discover some of the beauty of this place. First of all, of course, there are the people who have been so welcoming. Today, I was wandering around lost, looking for one of our parish communities, and a little old lady called out my name. I didn’t recognize her, but she knew me from the parish and greeted me with a kiss. She wondered where I was going and if I was lost — and then walked me to where I needed to go. I should add that this is the third or fourth time this has happened and it’s always a different little old lady!

 

The kids who play in the street where I live love to greet me in English — “Hellooooo” and ask me to say their names in English (but many times there is no equivalent). I showed some of them a photo of “Harry Potter Day” at my niece and nephews’ school. Ever since, they’ve been telling the other kids that my niece and nephews actually attend Hogwarts. Woops.

 

There are many dogs living in the street, and Pretinha is one of them. The neighbors care for her, though. One makes sure she gets her shots, others feed her, and my housemate and I allow her to sleep on our porch when she wants! She’s the most spoiled street dog I’ve ever met.

 

So that’s a little slice of life on the periphery. Até mais!

 

wheelchair-wonder smToday was a good day. I was able to be part of something good. My part was being a connection and a driver.

 

In the past month, I’ve been a part of a number of different things, besides my usual work leading an education project for kids. I’ve met two different groups of visitors from various countries – some only here for a few days. Sometimes even these brief connections with people can be ever so meaningful.

 

Today I was able to help a young man get a wheelchair – his first ever. If he’s on a smooth surface, he can maneuver himself around, set his brakes or get going again. He’s stronger with one hand than the other, so he’ll take some time figuring out how to really get going. Even when he’s being pushed around, the dignity of being able to sit upright and watch the world, rather than being carried like a child swaddled on his mother’s back reminds me of why I am here, to listen, to help where I can, and to celebrate the joys in life that come in spite of the struggles.

 

One group of visitors came to help construct a house. I was able to pitch in for one day & got my first experience of local construction by hand! We literally passed globs of mud from one person to the next into the house, then packed it between rocks for the walls, then sealed the wall by throwing mud at it.

 

One other treat in the past month was going to a nearby national park with coworkers. We stayed at a lodge right at the edge of the park with a waterhole, where the elephants and other animals came for a drink. It was amazing.

 

I also celebrated being another year older and know how very blessed I have been. Thanks to all of you for being part of my life.

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